First Day of Work

Had my first day of work at Cafe Metro Catering. The actual delivery part was enjoyable, the warehouse time I was an extra body taking up space in what is already an over-crowded room. But I must not let myself talk myself into being unhappy here. I can already sense myself trying to convince myself that I am unhappy. I need to take more control of my life and swallow my pride, the most lose of confidence I occur from working is from my own talking my self down. If anything, I won't let myself psyche myself out. I instead need to see this as one step in the right the direction. The ultimate goal being autonomy, I will not let those who settle for lifetime roles of mediocrocy to bring me down by the small acts of needing to feel superior. I need to portray an aura of smallness, but in reality have larger plans for myself. Most importantly, never let myself settle for routine.